[ god I still have not read last week's trial but now I am dead and will have time to ]
That's not so easy, you know? When you got a lot to hide... and people just keep digging and digging. Maybe everybody would move on, but... afterwards. I can't live like that.
Once your life has been taken from you, that's it. Isn't it better to live on and protect the things that are important to you? It doesn't have to be a choice between them and your life...
Even if I live on, I'm fighting a losing battle. There won't be anything left for me anyways, so at least now... Yesterday, I fought to protect somebody's memory. Something as stupid and transient as that. That's all.
[ But it's still important to him, more so than his own life. ]
I don't want to start all over from scratch. I don't want to... lose everything and everybody and have to start all over, again and again and again. At least this way...
[ He sighs, rubbing the heel of his palm over his eyes ]
I can hold onto something. For that one thing, all of this was worth it, even if in the end I must die.
[ They will find a plastic container containing Izumo's kimono, neatly folded, and tucked inside the layers of fabric are two galaxy rocks, some sparklers, four keychains ("Sora," "Elsa," "Tsukino," "Ochako"), and an enamel rabbit pin. ]
...I know you don't want me to apologize, so I won't. Instead, I'll just say... even though we argued a lot, I wish we could have argued a little more.
[Because that would mean he wasn't hecking dying.]
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That's not so easy, you know? When you got a lot to hide... and people just keep digging and digging. Maybe everybody would move on, but... afterwards. I can't live like that.
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[ arguably stupid things, but not to him ]
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[she can understand that to some extent, but...]
Once your life has been taken from you, that's it. Isn't it better to live on and protect the things that are important to you? It doesn't have to be a choice between them and your life...
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Even if I live on, I'm fighting a losing battle. There won't be anything left for me anyways, so at least now... Yesterday, I fought to protect somebody's memory. Something as stupid and transient as that. That's all.
[ But it's still important to him, more so than his own life. ]
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[looks here. looks at execution post. this conversation isn't going to age well.]
...do you feel like it was worth it?
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[ He sighs, rubbing the heel of his palm over his eyes ]
I can hold onto something. For that one thing, all of this was worth it, even if in the end I must die.
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[Yona is stupid.]
So this is... you're saying this is what you want?
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It's not what I want. But it's something I'm able to accept.
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(x) doubt.]
...is there anything we can do that you would want, instead of just accepting it?
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Isn't it too late to ask that sort of question now?
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You're still breathing, aren't you? As long as there's still life in you, it's not too late.
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There's something you can do for me, if you don't mind getting your hands a little dirty.
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[...]
What do you want me to do?
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I can do that.
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I'll go get it as soon as I can.
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[ They will find a plastic container containing Izumo's kimono, neatly folded, and tucked inside the layers of fabric are two galaxy rocks, some sparklers, four keychains ("Sora," "Elsa," "Tsukino," "Ochako"), and an enamel rabbit pin. ]
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[...]
...I know you don't want me to apologize, so I won't. Instead, I'll just say... even though we argued a lot, I wish we could have argued a little more.
[Because that would mean he wasn't hecking dying.]
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[ She knocked him out with an ugly fruit but...... that doesn't count. He won't be able to uphold his end of that promise anymore either. ]
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