I keep wondering what the disturbances will do. How drastic of a change will any kind of disturbance cause for us?
[ She thinks the longer they stay without a solid direction, it will become more dire. She doesn't think it's something they can't overcome, but she doesn't think it will be easy. ]
They said strong emotions are something that attracts nova.
[ And it is terrible that what happened did cause strong emotions. ]
[Yona's wondering the same thing, honestly. Is it better to accept it for what it is, or to try and lessen the emotions? Is there a difference, if it's nova they've collected normally as opposed to nova that's attracted to this sort of despair?]
...but I don't think anyone knows how to not feel. Feelings just happen, even if we don't act on them.
It isn't like we've been told it's only negative emotions are what attracts them.
[ So it doesn't have to only be just despair, or at least, Jeanne would prefer if it weren't.
Even so, hope comes after despair. ]
It isn't wrong for any of us to be feeling as we are after what's occurred. We shouldn't stop feeling. We should focus on finding a way to make it so we don't have to feel despair so often.
...I wish we knew what it was that put us to sleep that night. If we did, maybe there would be something we could do to prevent it.
[And if they were able to stay awake... what then? Maybe the thought of their being witnesses would deter whoever might cause another disturbance... or maybe it would just paint more of a target on their back.]
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[ She thinks the longer they stay without a solid direction, it will become more dire. She doesn't think it's something they can't overcome, but she doesn't think it will be easy. ]
They said strong emotions are something that attracts nova.
[ And it is terrible that what happened did cause strong emotions. ]
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[Because there's no way people wouldn't feel strongly about someone dying.]
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[ Is that beneficial for them, in the end, if they need to collect it? Is it worth it?
What is the proper way to pursue their goal? ]
It doesn't make it right.
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[Yona's wondering the same thing, honestly. Is it better to accept it for what it is, or to try and lessen the emotions? Is there a difference, if it's nova they've collected normally as opposed to nova that's attracted to this sort of despair?]
...but I don't think anyone knows how to not feel. Feelings just happen, even if we don't act on them.
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[ So it doesn't have to only be just despair, or at least, Jeanne would prefer if it weren't.
Even so, hope comes after despair. ]
It isn't wrong for any of us to be feeling as we are after what's occurred. We shouldn't stop feeling. We should focus on finding a way to make it so we don't have to feel despair so often.
[ Stop murder in a murdergame. ]
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...I wish we knew what it was that put us to sleep that night. If we did, maybe there would be something we could do to prevent it.
[And if they were able to stay awake... what then? Maybe the thought of their being witnesses would deter whoever might cause another disturbance... or maybe it would just paint more of a target on their back.]
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[ She doesn't think the Leaders are omnipotent or omniscient in any way, but weren't they here to prevent things from getting worse for them? ]
Or whatever that has been taking the nova.
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[Yona thinks that whatever is taking the nova might be a better option, but there's not any way to know for sure yet.]
There's just still so much we don't understand.
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[ She won't pretend she understand anything yet either. ]
We may try to ask Leaders more questions as time passes to see if they receive any more answers.
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[Hm.]
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[ There's no rule that says they can't break and enter, technically. ]
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[She looks
kind of grumpy about that.]
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You did your best, and I don't blame you for trying. Perhaps we should simply wish hard to open up the next building.
[ That last part is a joke. ]
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[uh.]
I don't actually know what one looks like.
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She holds out her arms to show a roundabout height of a chainsaw. ]
It's about that long, and it's like a normal saw but... with an engine and more... teeth?
[ does yona know what an engine is ]
But I wonder if that might be property damage would be enough to break a rule.
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Honestly, I have no idea. But I kind of want to try anyway. If it does count as breaking a rule, at least we'd know.
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[ But Jeanne gets some risks must be taken. She's just also called Ruler for a reason. ]
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[and, hey. maybe she'll never get a chainsaw, so it'll be a moot point.]
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I trust that you will try to be.
[ She knows what protags are like, though. ]
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Thanks.