[she'll worry, but at least she'll worry here, where if his situation takes a turn for the worse she can either do something about it or call for help. ...maybe soo-won wants his privacy, but that's dangerous, isn't it? this isn't the palace, where help is almost always within reach, even if he can't see it.
(if only it had been like that for her father, but he'd never really kept many people around him.)]
...if all it takes is time, then I'll stay until that time has passed.
not when the last time that he remembers holding hands like this, it was when yona was the one who was too weak to stand, overcome with her emotions and pain over losing her mouth. he'd stayed by her side then, even after what she was going through, and he wonders if -
if this feeling of gratitude that rests in his chest, if it's one that he's even allowed to feel.
ha.
but he struggles a bit to speak, only squeezing her hand gently in response. he works primarily on maintaining his breathing, even through the pain - but as promised, over time, it subsides, the attack starting to disappear.]
[i'm choosing to believe that you meant mother and not mouth.]
...it will be.
[and she'll confirm it, once it is, because she's not leaving his side. once it's alright, she'll be able to see it with her own eyes.
yona just wishes there was something more she could do, for this person who she can only remember as kind. she really ought to have paid more attention to yoon and his remedies - but there's no changing the past. all she can do is try to be there for him now.
her hand stays in his, and she watches over him carefully as his pain ebbs away.]
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Ange... would only worry.
[and he doesn't want to worry his sweet roommate who is already probably losing her mind after.... all that.]
Just... time. You don't - have to stay.
[even if she said she would... she can change her mind at any moment. soo-won would understand, whenever she decides to turn her back on him.
one decision would be enough]
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I'm not leaving.
[she'll worry, but at least she'll worry here, where if his situation takes a turn for the worse she can either do something about it or call for help. ...maybe soo-won wants his privacy, but that's dangerous, isn't it? this isn't the palace, where help is almost always within reach, even if he can't see it.
(if only it had been like that for her father, but he'd never really kept many people around him.)]
...if all it takes is time, then I'll stay until that time has passed.
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not when the last time that he remembers holding hands like this, it was when yona was the one who was too weak to stand, overcome with her emotions and pain over losing her mouth. he'd stayed by her side then, even after what she was going through, and he wonders if -
if this feeling of gratitude that rests in his chest, if it's one that he's even allowed to feel.
ha.
but he struggles a bit to speak, only squeezing her hand gently in response. he works primarily on maintaining his breathing, even through the pain - but as promised, over time, it subsides, the attack starting to disappear.]
... it's alright, Yona.
It'll be - alright.
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...it will be.
[and she'll confirm it, once it is, because she's not leaving his side. once it's alright, she'll be able to see it with her own eyes.
yona just wishes there was something more she could do, for this person who she can only remember as kind. she really ought to have paid more attention to yoon and his remedies - but there's no changing the past. all she can do is try to be there for him now.
her hand stays in his, and she watches over him carefully as his pain ebbs away.]