Yona's on her way to the forest. She's got her bow in one hand and some arrows tucked into her sash (for lack of a quiver), and she does not look happy. What up, Jeanne.]
[ The question on everyone's (or at least her) mind is why was Yona voted for? What happened there?
It's concerning. Even after all the things that occurred tonight, that on top of it all is a lot, so Jeanne wants to check up on her among a few other things. ]
Yona. Are you here to release some of your feelings?
It sounds like they still don't know. As much as it would benefit us if the Leaders were to have a better idea, I also know it's difficult to not have the answers you think you should have or that others expect you to have.
[ She shakes her head. ]
But if a great disturbance happened because of Virid's actions, that could be a hint.
I keep wondering what the disturbances will do. How drastic of a change will any kind of disturbance cause for us?
[ She thinks the longer they stay without a solid direction, it will become more dire. She doesn't think it's something they can't overcome, but she doesn't think it will be easy. ]
They said strong emotions are something that attracts nova.
[ And it is terrible that what happened did cause strong emotions. ]
[Yona's wondering the same thing, honestly. Is it better to accept it for what it is, or to try and lessen the emotions? Is there a difference, if it's nova they've collected normally as opposed to nova that's attracted to this sort of despair?]
...but I don't think anyone knows how to not feel. Feelings just happen, even if we don't act on them.
It isn't like we've been told it's only negative emotions are what attracts them.
[ So it doesn't have to only be just despair, or at least, Jeanne would prefer if it weren't.
Even so, hope comes after despair. ]
It isn't wrong for any of us to be feeling as we are after what's occurred. We shouldn't stop feeling. We should focus on finding a way to make it so we don't have to feel despair so often.
...I wish we knew what it was that put us to sleep that night. If we did, maybe there would be something we could do to prevent it.
[And if they were able to stay awake... what then? Maybe the thought of their being witnesses would deter whoever might cause another disturbance... or maybe it would just paint more of a target on their back.]
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dawnblushed) wrote2020-09-24 11:25 pm
w0, saturday ........... 2!
Yona's on her way to the forest. She's got her bow in one hand and some arrows tucked into her sash (for lack of a quiver), and she does not look happy. What up, Jeanne.]
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It's concerning. Even after all the things that occurred tonight, that on top of it all is a lot, so Jeanne wants to check up on her among a few other things. ]
Yona. Are you here to release some of your feelings?
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[It's an easy enough question to answer.]
...I think that's better than getting mad at anyone else right now.
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Who do you wish to be angry with?
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[It feels like it should be easier for her to answer that question, but - she really, truly doesn't know.]
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[ She'd call it a trial, but she doesn't want to call it a trial. ]
There is nothing happy about it, but if there has to be a common enemy, it'd be the source of the disturbances.
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...I wonder what it is. In the end, we didn't really get much of an answer about that, did we.
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[ She shakes her head. ]
But if a great disturbance happened because of Virid's actions, that could be a hint.
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[Yona sighs.]
I just hope we find something out soon. We know what happened, now, more or less - but I still don't understand why it had to happen that way.
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[ She thinks the longer they stay without a solid direction, it will become more dire. She doesn't think it's something they can't overcome, but she doesn't think it will be easy. ]
They said strong emotions are something that attracts nova.
[ And it is terrible that what happened did cause strong emotions. ]
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[Because there's no way people wouldn't feel strongly about someone dying.]
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[ Is that beneficial for them, in the end, if they need to collect it? Is it worth it?
What is the proper way to pursue their goal? ]
It doesn't make it right.
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[Yona's wondering the same thing, honestly. Is it better to accept it for what it is, or to try and lessen the emotions? Is there a difference, if it's nova they've collected normally as opposed to nova that's attracted to this sort of despair?]
...but I don't think anyone knows how to not feel. Feelings just happen, even if we don't act on them.
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[ So it doesn't have to only be just despair, or at least, Jeanne would prefer if it weren't.
Even so, hope comes after despair. ]
It isn't wrong for any of us to be feeling as we are after what's occurred. We shouldn't stop feeling. We should focus on finding a way to make it so we don't have to feel despair so often.
[ Stop murder in a murdergame. ]
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...I wish we knew what it was that put us to sleep that night. If we did, maybe there would be something we could do to prevent it.
[And if they were able to stay awake... what then? Maybe the thought of their being witnesses would deter whoever might cause another disturbance... or maybe it would just paint more of a target on their back.]
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[ She doesn't think the Leaders are omnipotent or omniscient in any way, but weren't they here to prevent things from getting worse for them? ]
Or whatever that has been taking the nova.
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[Yona thinks that whatever is taking the nova might be a better option, but there's not any way to know for sure yet.]
There's just still so much we don't understand.
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[ She won't pretend she understand anything yet either. ]
We may try to ask Leaders more questions as time passes to see if they receive any more answers.
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[Hm.]
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[ There's no rule that says they can't break and enter, technically. ]
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[She looks
kind of grumpy about that.]
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You did your best, and I don't blame you for trying. Perhaps we should simply wish hard to open up the next building.
[ That last part is a joke. ]
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[uh.]
I don't actually know what one looks like.
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She holds out her arms to show a roundabout height of a chainsaw. ]
It's about that long, and it's like a normal saw but... with an engine and more... teeth?
[ does yona know what an engine is ]
But I wonder if that might be property damage would be enough to break a rule.
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Honestly, I have no idea. But I kind of want to try anyway. If it does count as breaking a rule, at least we'd know.
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